In life we often come to a point where we miss someone. They have to be such important part of our lives that we start missing them whenever they go missing. This has happened to me, only twice in my entire life. I have missed only two ppl so far in my life. However, both these ppl re ppl who re really close to my heart for different reasons.

The first individual here tt i have missed before and i am still missing today and will miss forever is none other than my MUM. No one can ever replace her presence and there is no one who could do something even close to wat she has done for me for my entire life. I was always a kid who never wanted to stay away from home since young. YEs it did slowly change when i started going for camps during secondary sch time but even then, the most that i will stay away from home will be like 2-3 days. The only reason why i never liked staying out was cos i could never stay away from my mum for very long. Jus looking at her and living ard with her meant so much to me and nothing can get better than tt feeling tt i had. I really started missing her when i went to the army as i was forced to stay away from home very frequently and for long periods. One of the longest periods tt i have stayed away from my mum was when i went to Australia, jus 3months before she passed away. I had to stay for a gd 30 days in Australia. Trust me, in the army, u see the guys calling up their gfs at night and they chat for very long. But i am happy to say tt i was probably one of the very few tt called up my mum each time and shared with her my moments. Even when i was miles away from her in Australia, i called her whenever i could. TTs how much i missed her. And i can safely say tt she was the only one then to have missed me equally much or maybe more. She is the only person tt i could feel such a thing from. Not only do i miss her, i also miss the moment tt occured when i arrived home after tt one month trip. The smile on her face was so wide like never before. She smiled from the bottom of her heart and tt was so evident on her face then tt it was glowing. Who else would have missed me like tt and loved me in such a way? Hmmmm, really miss her and those moments. Well she was one of the two individuals tt i have missed in my life.

The second individual tt i missed, more like am missing now, is someone who is not my family member. IT is also not a fren whom i know for very long. To be honest though i have known this person for maybe abt 3 yrs already, we became proper friends and started talking to one another only at the end of 2008. Even then we were not too close but gradually we became very gd buddies. Yes, the person i m talking abt her is my BBF. The first time tt i missed her was when i went for my australia holiday trip for a week. Till then, me and my buddy were meeting each other almost every other day. We were in special sem together doing the same module. On top of tt we also met outside sch then. And after special sem ended, there came camp kathiroli where my buddy willingly helped me up! We were always seeing one another till the end of that camp. It was after tt, that i went for my trip to australia. Gosh i have to admit tt i did really miss her. Once i was landed back, i rmb sending msg to a few frens tt i was back home. IT was 4am then! And guess wat, she was the only person who called me immediately and she was so happy to talk to me. She said this when i answered her call with a laughter, "omg, i miss that laughter!" Seriously, after my mum, for someone to have waited me to come back and who called me so late at night, they really should have loved me a lot. I am sure my buddy did and i was happy cos i had missed her that much too. I did confess to her abt missing her the following week when i met her. Cant forget those times.

And then the second time tt i missed her, was when i went for my thai trip and she left for her aussie trip. Just when i tot it would stop there, now comes the third time. This time she is off to india for like a month. Seriously, it was easier to tell her tt i missed her the last time round. This time, i m just scared and fearful of expressing to her tt i miss her. So many things have changed since then and tts why now i cant openly express anything,like i used to before. But fact is, i do miss her. It is not as if i cant talk to her and its not as if i cant msg her or wat. We still do talk by webcam and thru msges. But its just the feeling tt she is not anywhere nearby me. There were times tt i have just drove to her place just to see her knowing tt its tt easy. Whenever i feel like seeing my buddy, i could just call her up and ask her out. But now, i wouldnt be able to do tt. Glad tt two and a half weeks have already past. In no time, she'd be back here. And i guess she'd think i m probably mad for missing her, though its just like one month tt she is gonna be away and already 1/2 of the time has past. Furthermore, i am not her bf or wat, just a fren. So yea for me to miss her like tt, she'd probably think i m mad. But Fact is, just a yr back when i was in perth, tts the same way we genuinely missed one another, just as frens. That is exactly the way tt i miss her even now.

Haiz jus missing my buddy now and that was the reason for me to put up this post. It is not very often tt Garnie misses someone, but these two ppl tt i have mentioned here, are just so special to me, that they re being missed by me. Well well, Guess i'd wrap up my post here then, adiyosssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!
Ganeshan | 7:16 AM