It all comes down to wat comes from my own mouth at the end of the day. I'm somehow starting to lose hope as each day passes. The ship seems to be sailing a very diff direction. N somehow i dun seem to have any control of it now. Every move tt i make confuses myself. I asked for all these. So i cant fault anyone for it. Why should it be that i m the only one who seems very unlucky with this particular thing in life? I dun understand but i think i have to accept the truth. I'm continuing to live in mystery....
Ganeshan | 9:21 PM

Hahaha! I am all smiles now! Cos i did what i was suppose to do. After planning so much for it though it was jus a one day thing, it turn out to be all worth it. Very satisfied. Its a joy when the person u re doing something for smiles at the end of the day cos of whatever u have done for them. If 11th of Feb is a day to forget for me, 12th is definately a day to remember! Thanks for letting it happen!
Ganeshan | 8:53 PM

it has been two years exactly since i last saw her! Hmmmm, i hope this day passes by without me tearing! I just hope i dun show how i m feeling to anyone!
Ganeshan | 8:18 AM

So many thoughts running up in my mind! And i have been keeping everything so deep down within me. It isnt too far for me to let it out but the process of waiting brings together a lot of shit with it! I have no control of whatever that is happening now and it makes me even confused and distracted. The frustration is up to a pt tt i feel maybe i should jus drown everything within me and cancel everything that is coming ahead. But somehow watever i have done gives me no option of turning back. But that was how i planned it from the start so tt i cant go back on what i am suppose to do! I've never been like tt. So many obstacles ahead. Dunno how i am gonna clear them all. God bless me!
Ganeshan | 6:52 AM