Finally its recess week! I had never got to keep away from my notes and books before this period. Studying everyday and even every weekend for real long hours can be quite sick. But well somehow tt help me to clear most of my tests with ease! Recess week is a gd time to take a bit of rest. Maybe like the whole of yesterday and today. But i cant afford to waste time after tt cos the recess week really matters from wat i realised last sem!!! I've gotta keep my momentum going!!

I am very pleased with most of the issues at home. Been a long time since i have said such a thing. I think it was a great idea of staying together. My niece and nephew never fail to make my day and they help me forget my problems nd all! Everyday i jus spend some time playing with them. I'm quite influenced by the way my nephew is tt sometimes i do whatever he would do in sch hahaha! But its a gd feeling. Becoming a child again.

I am quite proud of my sis and bro-in-law. I always loved hard working ppl. And i can see them really putting in tt effort in life. That is why they re where they belong to now! I am awed by the hours tt they work and also how they skip lunch for the entire day and eat only one meal at nite. Definately i wun be able to do so!!! hahaha! Talking bt eating, i have really cut down on my food intake just to lose weight on purpose! I dun eat my usual heavy supper like last time. I wanna tone myself in such a way tt i wun look fat from any angle!! haha

2 days ago on 24th sept i was very sad. Cos it was my mum's bdae and i couldnt do anything for her. I initiated the house being vegetarian and told my maid to cook vegetarian for everyone. I had great difficulty in sch not eating non veg. But i jus did it. Well the day past quite wel cos i have a few frens who were trying to make me smile knowing wat was going on. Feel so gd to have such ppl ard.

Had a real terrible week studying for 5tests. Gd tt they are all over now!! Anyway gotta mention abt one of my new frens whom i jus came to know. Her name is junaidah! A real nice fren i have to say and i feel so blessed getting to know someone like her. So innocent and nice tt u know tt she'll be there no matter wat as a fren! U dun see that many genuine ppl ard nowadays. Especially when it comes to girls. But she is jus really nice and she doesnt expect anything out of me when helping me out. Never fail to bring the smile in me cos she practically laughs for the entire day. Never seen her not smiling. So feel gd tt i have met such a fren! She brought for me hari raya kuih and all. Was really nice. Liked it a lot! Its gd to have nice ppl ard!

Last week sat i had the chance to go out with a few nice ppl!!! Was a very last min thingy. It was a drinking session somemore! Somehow chose to go but i really tot it was a nice outing. Gotta ease of from stress before the test week! The frens there were also very funny and active. I felt gd being ard with them. Hope they share the same sentiments haha.

I dunno wats happening to me nowadays. I have a very weird kind of thought. Hmmm. Dunno why but yea. Guess i miss someone quite badly!! Dunno why suddenly but i do. Cannot stop thinking. Hope everything has a reason behind it and tt it will end up gd. Jus hoping for something gd. Actually i hate hoping cos it never happens when i hope. Hmmm! Let's wait and see!
Ganeshan | 7:49 PM