Alrite, holidays re coming to a close! ANd here i am pretty sad abt it haha! At the same time, when sch reopens i wun be too sad cos i enjoy having something to do. Sometimes ppl complain tt they cant wait for holidays to come. When its holiday time, they actually get to the pt where they cant wait for work to start. Human beings can never be satisfied. Anyway, i think its best to enjoy watever that u have in that moment. So yea tts what i am exactly doing now, before my whole holiday ends. There is like 2weeks or so left from now.

June was an absolutely busy month. I had the whole month planned and i felt really gd abt it. But when it came to july, i hardly had anything to do. I realise tt as u grow older, the number of frens tt u get to meet slowly decreases. For instance, there use to be a time where the trackers often met up. But now it doesnt seem like it. Everyone is so busy and we meet only when someone returns from somewhere or is flying off somewhere haha! Some dun even contact u after sometime. They simply get evolved with their current list of frens. Hmmm, well tts alrite for me. I am jus stating facts. Well this july, i have met the trackers once, met sam once, met dhivya once, met my army frens, met shalu shameni and sharadha once and of cos met all my sji frens including rama plenty of times hahaha! There was a time when i kept meeting sara and a few others. But ever since he went army, its very hard to get him to come outside. Not even on saturdays cos of his workload and stuff! But some frens they re still available till now when it comes to meeting up. Suraen, suresh, sachdev,rama and so on. If not for this guys, my life this july would have been pretty boring! So thanks to my sji guys a plenty!

There were a few occasions tt i had absolutely nothing to do. And i am a sort tt i cannot stay at home for an entire day. If not, i would go mad. But, after like 2-3 occasions where i had to, i started making plans on what i should do while i am at home. This july i started the habit of watching hindi movies. I searched imdb for all the best rated hindi movies and started watching them. Youtube was very gd for this as they have selected hindi movies with subtitles. I watched a few there. Then there is this shop in yishun where i rented some hindi vcds! So far i think i have watched ard 7-8 films and have like another 6-7 more to watch hahaha. I find amitabh bachan as a fabulous actor. Any role given to him, he performs with class. So is my favourite sanjay dutt. Its a joy to have him on screen. A few other stars that i learnt abt and started to appreciate are akshay kumar, ajay devgan and saif ali khan! But seriously, it is not true tt bollywood is fantastic. There re very few movies tt re really nice. The rest re simply trash! So make sure u know what u re watching beforehand. For those who re interested or wanna occupy urself by doing what i am doing, go catch khakee, kaante, virudd, aitraaz and singh is king! These movies re all of diff genres so u would definately like them!

Anyway, those were things i did while at home. Whenever i am outiside, I find tt singapore isnt tt interesting afterall cos u do almost the same stuff no matter who u re with. Though with some ppl, i can do jus a little bit of a diff activity like teamfortress 2! Well most of the time, i caught a movie whenever i was out with most of the frens tt i mentioned just now. I watched transformers, sunshine cleaning, harry potter, obsessed and public enemies so far, jus for this month itself. I got the chance to play pool once, hmmm bowling too haha! Besides all these, there wasnt anything spectacular that i did. Hmmm. Sometimes it gets boring when u do the same things again and again! Need to find somehing new to do! Arcade was fun. Went awhile with my army guys and was fun though it was for a very short time! Enjoyed it!

As u see, my holidays dun look tt impressive haha! This coming week seems to be quite gd though. I am meeting with my army guys for a nice dinner and drink on monday. Wed will be out with veera, sachdev and vishnu. The four of us have never gone out together even once. Saturday vishnu invited us over to his place and on the same day have my nephew's naming ceremony. Fri it is sangae, butttttttttt, i wun be going. Hmmm somehow i dun have the urge to go and also my sji guys arnt going. So i decided not to though i felt like supporting a few frens who will be part of the show. But guess they wun mind if i am not present there too.

Well, there is some huge change tt is happening in my life ryte now! There is gonna be a discussion on Sunday abt it. To be honest, i dun have much options before i nodded my head for watever tt is taking place now. Abt a week ago i was going thru a few problems. After seeing all that, the current plan tt was brought to me made a lot of sense. Its more like the best option, not for me, but for my dad! So i agreed to it. But truthfully speaking, if there is an alternative to that, i would rather go for it but guess my dad would have to go thru more trouble if we chose some other option. Becos of tt reason, i am agreeing to wat was proposed to me. There re a few gd things because of the current plan. First my dad will have a huge burden off his shoulders, second my dad will be aided in every single aspect and he really needs it badly, thirdly the family gets united, which is somewhat a gd thing. But there are a plenty of reasons why this is a bad idea too. There would be a lot of problems and arguements for sure. Its somehwhat very hard to prevent these kindaf things to happen. The problem lies with our different personalities and views. Our ways and ideas wouldnt jus click. Somethings tt mite seem correct and fair to one person, mite not be to the other. Secondly, the travelling experience is gonna be so new tt i have to adapt to it. My sch is ok but when it comes to like gym, i dunno wat to do haha! Most importantly, i am worried abt my studying. I am a person who is a closset mugger. I can only study effectively at home and tt too without much disturbance or noise. But the new plan is almost impossible to have less noise and tt really worries me. I absoltuely need my own time, privacy and stuff, all these mainly for my studying part. Hope i could somehow get this across on sunday and see if i can get a gd solution. I have a lot in mind to say abt it and hopefully tmr tt is possible for me to do so! Hoping for the best outcome out of it so tt the plan turns out to be gd!

Ok tts all i have for now. Sorry if u didnt understand wat was the damn plan on my previous paragraph. I dun want the whole world to know until it is confirmed, so tt is why i didnt say what the plan actually was. If u think u re very close to me and re very eager to find out wat is the plan hahaha, u can jus simply ask me. If i choose to say to ya, u definetly know where u stand as my fren haha!! Tataz
Ganeshan | 5:35 AM