I seriously shouldnt be here posting something up with exam in abt 5 days time haha! But well, i have gone thru all the notes and just need to do additional revision. I think special sem is quite slack in the sense tt u only need to concentrate on one module. Its definately quite easy to cope.

Anyway i miss my special sem class haha. Not tt i talk to all the ppl down there but i meant the concept and atmosphere of the class. Its like SMU in NTU kinda thing and i really enjoyed it though at first i didnt thought it was a gd idea. It proves why SMU ppl are so bold when stating their points in any kindaf conversations that they get involved in. At the start of the sem, i wondered how i gonna speak out daringly and all. But sooner or later it became very easy and normal to state out my pts every single time. I hope the other grps don't hate me because i was the one who always asked very hard questions to them and i had to do it almost 80percent of the time. I was just simply enthu in class so maybe tts why haha, but hope everyone took it well. I would recommend ppl who go for fun modules tt marketing is actually one. But just tt u must be prepared to work ur ass off in quite demanding yet fun projects!!

I had a very simple yet nice lunch yesterday after school at jurong pt before i went back home. Talked a lot of shit and think most of what was talked were pretty interesting stuff. Once i got back home i slept well and woke up to finish 3chapters for marketing and i did just tt. Quite happy tt everything is going according to plan.

Well it wasnt very long ago tt i took the effort to communicate with my father, showing him what i did for my final project and all. He was pretty impressed cos its an idea which would definately attract him! I have also been very lenient to him all this while for all those things he actually did. I didnt wanna take anything to heart for watever he has done.

But guess wat, yesterday nite my maid had to tell me tt my dad went to give 600 to my elder sis to use for her family needs. Her fucking husband seems to be relaxing at home and is plainly using my dad's generosity or stupidity, whichever way u put it! Fucked up! And yea today when i woke up, i realised the internet connection and cable connection was cut. I was very shocked cos my maid just told me she paid like 2 days ago and furthermore, i gave like 300 for her to settle some of the bills first. So i was wondering why the hell would there be a problem and there was nothing much for my dad to pay since most of the bills were settled. When i called starhub, they actually told me tt the amt paid wasnt sufficent and i figured out tt they paid like 150 for a 300dollar bill. Like wtf. I was super pissed tt my dad can actually go ahead give money to tt fucking daughter of his when his own family problems are not solved. Totally irresponsible act. I sent out a very harsh msg to him, not rude though, to pt out what he has caused all this while. Guess tt caused quite a reaction. The bill got paid immeadiately. Haiz. I dunno when this will end! Well not tt i m hoping for it to end but guess i should control my temper at such times cos i really fumed like mad today. Only person i had to apologize or think i should apologize to abt it was my mum and i did exactly tt. Sometimes talking to her thru my heart really does wonders. In relation to this, i finally admit that i too actually pray, but to someone who i actually saw and lived with before and not someone whom i cant see at all. It feels gd by doing so. And to tell all those who care, i am definately a much stronger person now then before, especially the past yr. Thanks to all those who have helped in a certain way to overcome this huge hurdle in my life! Adiyos!!!!!!!!
Ganeshan | 6:17 AM