Well, its been some time since i blogged but i was hardly having the time to post up something! I had a very crazy week. June 10 was my marketing exam. Well, guess its a kind of exam tt u will never be able to judge if u did well or not! The reason is tt its like a no wright or wrong answer. But yea i did watever i could in that paper with watever i studied. Hoping to get a gd grade and wish it happens. Haha

Sunday was father's day celebration. My family wanted to do it like a week before so yea. Well if u think u are in the wrong blog since i am talkin abt family celebration here, well dun worry u re in the correct one. YESSSSSSSSS! Finally a family dinner, in a very big mannered way, for FATHER'S DAY! My second sis inititaed it and i immedaitely agreed since it was for my father, though i aint in gd talking terms with almost evryone. But for the respect tt i have for my dad, i couldnt say no to such a celebration. Sunday we went to the bottle tree park seafood restaurant for dinner. My sis treated my entire family which included her, her new husband, who seems like a nice guy hmmm, my nephew, my niece, the guy's mother, our maids, myself and my dad of cos! It was an awesome meal, seriously haha, cos i was eating like a pig. I was clearing almost every single plate that came our way. There were always a huge portion tt all of them couldnt finish and i happily whacked everything in and emptied the plates! My stomach was so bloated at the end tt i was really having difficulty swallowing down the cake, tt we ordered for Father's day! Well, the celebration ended off with my sis preseting my dad with a ring plus a gd sum of cash, put inside an ang pao! Could see tt my dad really apprecaited it. However, i felt the small pain at the bottom of my heart tt i couldnt present him anything other than being there for him. I was also very saddened to see how old my father has become and can see him really aging. He has become smaller in size and looks really tired out! Hmmm, i truely love him, its jus tt things aint right in the family tt it causes dispute between him and me. Something tt i can't avoid too, cos he is the cause of it somehow! I hope i am really patient with him next time and wish i can forgive him no matter watever wrong he does from now on. I m jus too afraid to lose my dad! Really love him, though he might think i don't. Hmmm nvm! I shall stay silent abt this! Its ok if he doesnt know tt i will always be there for him no matter what! I loved the joy tt i saw on my dad's face when he got to kiss his grand children who re in immense love with him! Was really a cute and touching moment!

Anyway, next day i had to go down for camp kathiroli. So was doing the packing on sunday night! Monday went over to NUS for the camp! Well, abt the camp, it was a super crazy and awesome camp. Truely enjoyed every single moment tt i spent there. The stuedents who came, though they re from the avg kindaf backgrd, were really so well disciplined and knew how to resepct anyone elder thsan them. I thought i was gonna have a hard time controllling them, but never thought it would be such a fun thing to do. They re really so lovable. My team's name in the camp was saravedi, and i think our cheer was awesome. Not just tt, my grp was so enthu at all times. Even when i get tired, they never do, and tt made me to never show my tired face to them. Truely awesome kids i have to say. I shall say more abt the camp events i guess.

The camp was jam packed with lots and lots of activities. Hardly givng us any time for any breaks. Well, tt isnt a bad thing after all. It was because of the jam packed activities tt the camp's pace was so rapid and 4 days seemed very quick. One thing in the camp was tt i never got to sleep properly at all. Was really dying, i swear. Slept only like 6hrs in total for the entire 4days.But there was this huge competition going on between all the teams tt all of us, despite being tired, wanted to go on no matter wat. The camp comprised of big big events like treasure hunt, sentosa games, cultural workshop, nightwalk and finally talent time. All the activities tt i jus mentioned were really huge and took like 4-5 hrs to complete. There was no boring moment, personally for me, and i think the students all enjoyed the entire camp a lot. It was definately a huge success! N i feel really proud to be part of it! Almost every single one who participated in the camp, be it the facils or students, all were giving out their heart and soul to it. Tt was truely great.

I would really like to add this segment down here cos i think i owe it to Dhivya. She wun know watever i am writing here but i still wanna mention it. She was an amzing partner throughout the camp. And i cant believe someone was so willing to volunteer to help me, despite having other commitments. She did it so willingly jus cos i asked. She had this veenai performance on the second night and had to fly off to bangkok soon after the last day of the camp itself. Tt means she practially didnt have any time to rest and i feel so bad being the cause of it. She wouldnt have to go thru so much shit if not for me brnging her into this. But she never complained a single time and was so enthu and helped me with almost everything. She even returned back on the seond night itself after the veenai peformance. Initially it was suppose to be the 3rd day morning! I totally didnt know how to express my gratitude at tt pt of time and was feeling so touched for her to be so into it together with me. Well, realy really a big thank you!! So glad tt i have made such an awesome fren! Really happy! Dhivya was not jus enthu, but we did share a very gd rapport and it went well with everyone. I wouldnt have gotten a better partner. Really enjoyed every single moment. The last day was havoc. They saboed us to dance. And yea, somehow both of us when we danced, it wast too ugly or wat. Happy tt i didnt embarass myself or wat haha! The games we played after talent time was another big mingling session with almost everyone! Played captains ball till like 3.30am. I was so tired at the end of it but really enjoyed myself. Just love my entire team. They were awesome. I think i need to treat dhivya for being so nice to me haha! Really feel like giving her a treat soon!

Anyway, i made a gd number of frens from this camp. They were all really so kewl to be with throughout this 4days. Overall feel so great tt i did something quite productive and meaningful. Great camp!

Finally hit the bed at home and slept quite a bit though i am still shagged. Have to hit the gym soon. Guess i lost like a kg or two cos i didnt really eat tt well. hahaha. Well maybe for certain meals. But yea, now the big headache is coming. I have got to start buying some stuff for my aussie trip which is like in 5days. My frens have been so nice to me tt they havent started shopping cos of me. Thanks guys. But yea, have to settle it in the next four days now! Tmr will be changing my money to aussie currency. Hope to settle everything smoothly. Looking forward to the aussie trip and i am definately very excited. Well, basically, tts all i have to post. Been a great week.
Ganeshan | 5:37 AM

I seriously shouldnt be here posting something up with exam in abt 5 days time haha! But well, i have gone thru all the notes and just need to do additional revision. I think special sem is quite slack in the sense tt u only need to concentrate on one module. Its definately quite easy to cope.

Anyway i miss my special sem class haha. Not tt i talk to all the ppl down there but i meant the concept and atmosphere of the class. Its like SMU in NTU kinda thing and i really enjoyed it though at first i didnt thought it was a gd idea. It proves why SMU ppl are so bold when stating their points in any kindaf conversations that they get involved in. At the start of the sem, i wondered how i gonna speak out daringly and all. But sooner or later it became very easy and normal to state out my pts every single time. I hope the other grps don't hate me because i was the one who always asked very hard questions to them and i had to do it almost 80percent of the time. I was just simply enthu in class so maybe tts why haha, but hope everyone took it well. I would recommend ppl who go for fun modules tt marketing is actually one. But just tt u must be prepared to work ur ass off in quite demanding yet fun projects!!

I had a very simple yet nice lunch yesterday after school at jurong pt before i went back home. Talked a lot of shit and think most of what was talked were pretty interesting stuff. Once i got back home i slept well and woke up to finish 3chapters for marketing and i did just tt. Quite happy tt everything is going according to plan.

Well it wasnt very long ago tt i took the effort to communicate with my father, showing him what i did for my final project and all. He was pretty impressed cos its an idea which would definately attract him! I have also been very lenient to him all this while for all those things he actually did. I didnt wanna take anything to heart for watever he has done.

But guess wat, yesterday nite my maid had to tell me tt my dad went to give 600 to my elder sis to use for her family needs. Her fucking husband seems to be relaxing at home and is plainly using my dad's generosity or stupidity, whichever way u put it! Fucked up! And yea today when i woke up, i realised the internet connection and cable connection was cut. I was very shocked cos my maid just told me she paid like 2 days ago and furthermore, i gave like 300 for her to settle some of the bills first. So i was wondering why the hell would there be a problem and there was nothing much for my dad to pay since most of the bills were settled. When i called starhub, they actually told me tt the amt paid wasnt sufficent and i figured out tt they paid like 150 for a 300dollar bill. Like wtf. I was super pissed tt my dad can actually go ahead give money to tt fucking daughter of his when his own family problems are not solved. Totally irresponsible act. I sent out a very harsh msg to him, not rude though, to pt out what he has caused all this while. Guess tt caused quite a reaction. The bill got paid immeadiately. Haiz. I dunno when this will end! Well not tt i m hoping for it to end but guess i should control my temper at such times cos i really fumed like mad today. Only person i had to apologize or think i should apologize to abt it was my mum and i did exactly tt. Sometimes talking to her thru my heart really does wonders. In relation to this, i finally admit that i too actually pray, but to someone who i actually saw and lived with before and not someone whom i cant see at all. It feels gd by doing so. And to tell all those who care, i am definately a much stronger person now then before, especially the past yr. Thanks to all those who have helped in a certain way to overcome this huge hurdle in my life! Adiyos!!!!!!!!
Ganeshan | 6:17 AM

Omg, today was my final project presentation for marketing and we did very welli should say. I was amazed by the amt of questions tt was directed at us for Q and A by the floor. Managed to answer them smartly and factually. There were ppl who actually appreciated our idea. Wat made me happy and feel so proud and acomplished was the fact tt the girls who laughed at my grp initialy, and the ppl who i wanted to show my team's capability, came forward to us after the presentation and said they loved our presentation and appreciated our idea. They even ask for our grp's presentation slides to guide them through theirs. at the start of the special sem, they looked down on us, now they look up to us for our slides. Haha. Great great. Feels awesome!

Tts like 50precent of the marketing assignment. The other 50 percent would be for the written exam which is next week on the 10th. Will start mugging for it from tmr onwards. Got to get my A since all the presentations were gd. Anyway, i had been really pissed of with one fucking cb in my grp. He hardly contributed anything. He missed one entire presentation. Didnt come for the two out of 4 project meetings tt we had. He missed like altogether abt 4-5 meetings tt we had. Especially for the final project his contribution was like 0.01 percent. Tt too was a task given to him to design our menu but he fucked up the entire content despite we giving him all the details. We got so pissed and he told us like yesterday afternoon tt he cant get it done right away. So i decided no pt in relying on him for the menu and the other three of us had to work on it again and i printed out the menu and laminated it. It looked well done i should say and i felt gd abt it. Well, enough of tt bastard. Happy tt presentations are over now.

After my exams on the tenth, i think i will be volunteering myself for camp kathiroli tt my fren is hosting. Guess its best to help frens when in need and not be so bastard to boycott it. So i decided to go ahead in helping out and this will definately be a new experience. I m in a way looking forward to it to interact with the secondary sch kids of today. My fren has agreed to do it together with me and i appreciate it a lot. Its definately much easier with someone whom u can work with beside ya. Shall utilise my time fully in the three days tt i will be spending on it!

I guess some things in life happens for a reason and most of the time, it is for the gd. Well initially when it happens u will feel fucked up but as time goes by, u will understand that maybe there is a valuable reason behind it. I feel quite happy abt a certain fren. With me part of the equation, maybe it wouldnt be so peaceful and i dont know if i myself would be able to bring tt much of hapiness into them. But at present, the path tt my fren chose have proven to be gd and i m really happy that my fren is happy. Its so gd tt someone u know and cared for, is finally having some gd and fantastic times in their life. Great great! I have no regrets or watsoever now and i feel happy tt i didnt spoil the better life tt my fren is living.

Just when i thought my life is pretty dull, it seems quite great now but oh no dun get me any wrong. Not tt anything drastic has happened but i feel great at present abt certain things in life. There is this fren of mine tt is making me feel very appreciated despite me being very tao initially. But yea, as i said, everything happens for a reason. But eh for those assholes who immediately see this kindaf things as love or wat, no no i m not having any thoughts abt relationship or wat cos i dun think i am in any gd situation ryte now to be in one. I jus feel sometimes its nice to be appreciated by someone, without them intruding into my privacy at the same time, and also to give me some dose of happiness without going to the extremes. Alright, basically tts all i have in mind now. Gonna rest throughout today, a reward for myself for working hard for the projects all this while hahaha!
Ganeshan | 12:12 AM