Havent really been going out recently! In a way its good cos it enables me to save money faster. The only time i leave my hse is for gym! So u could be wondering wat this fellow is doing at home all this while! Well, i m pretty occupied with some stuff. Firstly, i started doing this woodcraft work on monday and tue. I wanted to finish it by end of tue no matter wat and dedicated my time urely for it. But guess wat, i finished it much much earlier than i thought i would take. I manage to get it done by tue afternoon. So the rest of the day i was pretty bored. I think woodcraft really makes me use my time very productively and it is a very cheap and cost saving way to keep urself busy! Anyway the recent piece has got some purpose to it! So i was even more careful while handling it! Gd tt it has shaped up well.
Just went to buy like one more woodcraft tt i feel like making! Tt would keep me busy whenever i am bored. Anyway, yesterday nite met a fren of mine and it was a last minute outing. But yea i enjoyed the time spent. We talked about quite a number of stuff and a lot of things somehow related me to my past. Some other guy seem to have incidents tt i have faced in my life and when we talked abt him, i was really quite shocked tt a person with similar character as me could exist. Maybe not entirely but that guy jus have some characteristics very similar to mine!
I realised tt its very hard for me to get a gal afterall cos of the way i think and also cos i feel no family would accept me when they associate me with my family! My family members have left a huge stain in my life tt will never go off and this is damn well gonna affect me in the future. Though i havent committed none of these mistakes, i am the one who is gonna be affected by it! Tt truely sucks and this is the reality! It doesnt matter if i am nice or not. At the end of the day, i will be in the losing end cos even if a gal likes me, her family wouldnt want a guy with such a family backgrd! Thinking abt this really scares me. But nvm, see how life goes. Maybe i gotta get used to living alone. That in return doesnt allow me to think of any gals in life now. Everything will jus become too difficult for the gal more than me so yea, i think its better for me to stay the way i am for a long long time until i see myself somewhere in life! Maybe its too early to talk abt all this, but well i have to talk abt this one day so yea!
Was watching the biggest loser just now after a lot of my frens told me abt it! Hmmm, i think this is one of the most fantastic reality shows ever created. Seriously, the contestants make me look up to them and i really salute them for their effort and determination. I could feel for each and everyone while watching the show and i was really moved with some of them. Never have i been so into this kind of shows but well, this is one. This ppl , at the start of the show, were so damn fat and they re fat cos of several common reasons. But the thing abt them is tt all of them want to lose that fats for one reason or the other. One contesteant wanted to make his son proud of him so he decided to enter the show. Hmmm, how cool. This ppl really prove tt if u make the effort, no matter how big size u re, u can get into the shape tt u want to be. And this ppl dun look as though they can exercise but since they all tried, they do get to the shape tt they want. Jus imagine ppl losing like 50 pounds in 5weeks! Waaa. Truely admire them. This should be a wake up call to those who think they cant do anything abt their size and always have reasons to back them up for why they look as such. Seriously this show has proved tt no matter wat is the reason for u to be fat, u can lose all of it. The only thing tt matters is u, and only u, whether u want it or not! Great show afterall!
I always had this vcd titled dead or alive. Dun really know how come its in my hse but i never watched it. Today my fren actually talked abt that movie and i think its time for me to finally watch the movie. So i m in a state of confusion now on whether to watch tt movie, or start with my new woodcraft work! Choosing one of the two choices would result in me doing the other choice some other day! So hmmmm!!!
Ganeshan | 2:23 AM