Alright! the last post have given different ppl different meanings to it! Just the first day 3 diff ppl have mentioned 3 different things abt it. Well let me make a few things easier and more straight forward to comprehend! The previous post simply means tt i have lost the family that i used to have! Me being trapped and all is jus to show the loneliness tt i suffer at home cos there aint any other family member ard me!
The prob never is my frens! I've always had genuine and great frens ard me! More than wat my fingers can actualy count. I have said before and i will say it again. The one thing i am very happy abt in life re the frens whom i have made this 22yrs. There re quite a number who realy have proved from time to time tt they wll do anything for me! So pls dun get too emotional with my post my frens cos i m the one who is suppose to be tt emotional. I think i have solid gd frens who never make me complain abt them and so wati have meant in my post was entirely diff.
I like to bring out another pt here. If u look at my blog, the meaning to it, its purely for me to state out the other side of my life which is hidden in me and those tt i would never like to bring out to light! Its purely a channel for me to let out wat i feel deep, like really deep within me since i dun like any other means to do it! I m not a type who wanna share it with ppl and cry and cry and cry. If u think i should be like tt then i'm sorry! I only share with like very very few ppl and those that i am very comfortable to share things with. The numbers re less than 5 to be specific. Close frens re diff from frens whom i can share this kinda probs with. I have more than a dozen close frens but i cant pour it out to all of them. I dun like doing tt too. I have always been a joyous person on the outside and have been smiling all the time. Please see that part of me and not anything beyond tt cos it defeats the entire purpose. My blog does not make up my entire character or feelngs. Its like the little little sorrows tt i can get out of me. Just see me as the person u know i am to u raher than reading abt me from here. It doesnt give u the real me!
I am not specifically pointing out at any one and jus stating this cos i want to. Anyway, jus for the record. I m a happier person than wat ppl think i am! It might look as if i m realy down and all but i hardly am when i m out! So yea jus dun assume things!
Enuff of tt now! Exams ended past wed and i have been occupied with certain stuff since then. Had to colect my biometric passport on wed itself right after exams. Next da started out with gymming after like 3weeks. Was super tiring cos i couldnt do many of the sets properly. We went tf2 in the evening and ws super fun. thur night my nephew came. So had been plyin with him since then. Never really got to sleep. Friday brought my nephew to timezone and to the library. We spent a gd 4-5hrs out and then brought him home. He jus loves everything tt he sees on his way, so each time i'll end up getting at east one stuff from a shop. Lucky tt day only had three shops tt we pass by haha. I also did something with my hair on Friday. Jus gonna stick to this style for sometime ragardless of wat ppl's opinion would be! Saturday gymed again and was better than the previous one. Did everything completely. Gd efort. Evening watched ayan with my frens and nephew. I was pretty tired after gym and so didnt have the energy to really be lively. so sorry if i was quite dull. JUs purely tired. Dunno wat to do today. Hopefully i will find something important to do. Guess there is some issue tt i can choose to settle now so giving a thought abt it. Anyway tts abt it. See ya'll soon again!
Ganeshan | 7:57 PM