hmmm some problems never seem to die out. It keeps coming again and again!!! Nevermind i'm sick of saying it so yea, let's jus give up on it! Last fri was pretty awesome. Had a jolly good time cos met up with all the scout commanders after such a long time. Really nice seeing them back. We were reminiscing all those tt happened during our ns life. Was really hilarious tt everyone remebered everything so clearly. Got to meet up again!!!
Saturday was supposedly my mum's one yr death anniversary according to indian's tradition. Dunno why is tt so when feb 11 is suppose to be the exact one yr period! For me, i think i will be really down on feb 11 itself cos already i feel slightly low. Cant believe one yr had past so fast. The last time i teared thinking about it was not very long ago too. Its within the past seven days. And yea, sat i wasnt feeling gd at all. It was painful to do the prayers for my mum's photo and buy her all her fav food. Never imagined tt i would be doing this for her. Wished all this never happened and it was all part of a huge nightmare. Well, ehhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday was the only day i had for my studies. I did try to put it to gd use. Did work relatively well. Managed to prepare well for my maths test which was on the next day. Met up with faye at northpoint at ard noon cos she didnt know wat else to do there as her rockclimbing class was 2hrs away. Enjoyed talking to her and telling her quite a number of stuff tt was happening in my life. It feels very nice when u actually let out important stuff to a very trustworthy and longtime fren. Enjoyed my time while with her!
I have come to a conclusion tt driving to sch everyday would be a stupid idea as it is gonna cos me hell lots for petrol. Based on my calculations, it will cost me 80 dollar more if i drive twice a week and 160 more if i drive everyday! Guess i'll go with once a week which will still cost me 40 dollar more for transport per month!
Dunno why but i find it very hard to sleep. I was actually half asleep yesterday and i was quite stunned tt my whole life jus like flashed past. I mean from the time i was a kid in kindergarten, then pri sch, followed by sec and so on! Everything was so real and was so true. Dunno how come those images still stay frsh in my brains but yea kinda weird. Normally i heard a person who is gonna pass away will have such weird moments. Hahaha. Not tt i am gonna die but its shocking tt such moments do happen to me too. Very tired now. This weekend is thaipusam and i'll be joining in for my fren's kavadi. Sch pace is starting to pick up. Not tt it was slow in the first place. Its actually too fast for me now i feel with a lots of tests coming up in such limited amt of time. Haiz. Someone, pls save me! Adiyos!!!
Ganeshan | 5:53 AM