Krishna's farewell dinner before he leaves to Australia again, took place on Saturday at Lau Pa Sat. I swear i am gonna make sure i m not gonna go there in the next two yrs!!! Lau pa sat is pretty much hyped about its food but the quality is not sustained when u actually go there and taste the dishes urself! The worst dish we ever ate that day was the lemon chicken, 10dollars per plate! We ordered two cos we tot one plate wouldnt be enough for 9ppl! The lady recommended it to us somemore saying tt her lemon chicken was famous. I guess they were famous, but for the wrong reasons. Not tt the taste was bad but the quantity was super pathetic. If someone asked me to list down a price for tt plate, i would probably give it 4dollars at most! 10dollars was jus nightime robbery!!!!(murali said cant say daylight robbery cos it happened at nite) After tt we ended our day with tf2 for even kurseth joined us. She gave a positive response to the game after playin it and she did come for a second time two days later which shows tt the game could be in fact played by anyone. We only had one hr to play but we all enjoyed the game thoroughly in tt short time as it was a neck to neck fite for tt entire hr. We emerged winners at the end and the feeling was shiok!

Monday was NUS's Sports Sprectra! Managed to reach the sch correctly after just hearing the directions from raja once. Good job Garnie! Hahaha. But going back was a prob of cos since raja didnt tell me tt part, more like i didnt ask him hahaha! Initially i tot if i had to go down for spectra it would be a waste of time and i could put tt time to better use, by studying. However, my thoughts changed after going there. Ntu was really doing well with all the teams that it sent. Though some teams got eliminated after first round, it was a commendable effort since 4/6 teams for both sports managed to go to the next round! Was a proud moment for even me, to support NTU for the games as NTU jus proved to be too good and impressive. Both the female team and male team made it to the finals for their respective games. Didnt win for both games in the finals but NTU did put up a tremendous fite. They created this tension level tt even i sensed as a spectator. The soccer guys were really awesome. Was amazed by their skills. Truely marvellous. The gals were spectacular in changing the lead from time to time in the finals and it was getting scarier every single moment. Well, was glad i was there. I think the netball game was a very fair one though some ppl mite say this and tt. NUS really excelled in the way tt they played and could really see that they were the strongest there and they deserved the victory. NTU did put in its maximum best at it but just didnt go our way in the end. So instead of saying that it is always NUS's game at the capt's ball, which i think is a very immatured comment to make, have the sportsmanship to accept the defeat. I'm sure the NTU players all had this sportsmanship and tt sportsmanship , was the highlight of the day in my opinion!

There is one issue that certain ppl have brought out to me! I thought i owed an explanation from the time this happened. Just tt more ppl re sensing it and asking me about it which kindaf irritates me. Sometimes u wun know the sole reason to the problem and u jus see the exterior portion of it! Which makes u conclude certain stuff. This is the case for some. Not that its their fault but i m not able to give an explanation to them. Neither do i wanna defend myself and put up a gd image. Cos i am infact doing this for a reason, and think tt i need to to be like tt for gd! To put it simply, studying is my main priority now. Not tt wat i m doing now would garner me gd results later. Cos my results also depend on how hard i work which is not happeneing at present. But still, taking such actions will save me the time and sleep tt i need and more importantly give me the peace tt i need. I have come to a stage in life where i need to make sure i swallow every single problem tt i face within me and also to prioritise my time on studies without bothering myself thinking abt these problems. Guess i m not allowed to do wat i want when another person gets involved. Though their intentions mite be right, ppl's privacy should be appreciated. I am someone who needs to be left alone when i am alone! There re definately other reasons but this reason is the gist of the entire issue here! I realize i have become someone who cant share his problems with anyone. Wasnt like tt before but now it is like tt. I prefer everything expressed in my blog when i need to rather than to someone personally!!! Even for blogging, i take my own sweep time to do it rather than it being an everyday thing!

Some void will never be gone! It always remain. It still feels as though i have not gotten out of it. Guess it would be as such, as long as i dun find the love tt i lost thru my mum!!! The pain is unbearable. Really wished she was still here with me. I tend to realize more about the importance of her presence as days go by! Every single beautiful or sad moment tt i experience urges me to think in a way like, "why is she not here to share it with me?"

Luck hasnt been on my side for very long. I was always in the losing end of it! I dun have what it takes to get what i want it seems. Let it be! Time will bring the change tt i need!!!
Ganeshan | 7:42 PM