I havent been doing anything much for the past two weeks besides going to school and coming back home which takes up most of the time. I have to study extra hard so tt i can keep up to the pace. Two yrs of NS has really made me dumb. So in order to get back to where i was, have to put in the extra bit of effort now. Anyway, there re only some days from the last two weeks tt i remember clearly. Last Thur, was Sharadha's birthday. We wanted to celebrate her birthday among ourselves before her actual birthday party. So met up at vivo tt day. I was terribly tired cos after mt sch ended, i went all the way to braddel for my driving. After driving, i went back to jurong east to meet up with the rest who were going to vivo from NTU. And yea, afterwhich we all made our way to Vivo. Ate at olive and whatever u call it. Cant remember hahaha! But my food was nice. I ordered a fantastic meal. Was damn funny cos Veera had to wait for nearly an hr for his food and tt fellow cant resist his hunger. Of all ppl him hahaha. The rest of the day was quite fun with all of sharadha's frens there. Even though i was tired couldnt feel it. So yea had a gd day!

Fri, Shanthini and i went to shop for sharadha's birthday. We were trying to get her things which would be useful for her when she is at scotland. We bought ard 6-7 stuffs. We started at bugis and after tt went to vivo! Hema and Shalini joined in after some time. They brought me to mango and were looking ard for something. tts when i got reminded of my mum again. Hmmmz. The last time i brought her shopping was to vivo. She was really excited as tt was her first time there. And i was asking her to try every this and that. I passed by most of the shops tt i went with her. Tt day i cant forget cos my mum told me tts one of her happiest days in her life. I promised her i would bring her there one more time and bring her to marche to eat. Well, i couldnt keep to my promise this time. Haiz! So yea, i was quite sad and quiet for some time and didnt wanna let my frens know why. But eventually, at night when shanthu called me, i told her everything. I havent told anyone abt how i feel ever since a person stopped me from crying out and wasnt prepared to hear me. I assumed if tt person was like tt, no one would be willing to hear me out. But yea i was wrong. I was sharing all my memories tt i shared with my mum to Shanthini. She actually said something which made me tear cos i told her my mum always listens to me and i told her tt she would come back when she asked me whether she would during her last few minutes. And i tot she didnt listen this time. But my mum never fails to come in my dream and we live life very happily down there. I get to hug her and play with her like i used to. And from what i know, she only comes back in my dream. And this is where shanthu said its cause she listened to me and tts why she comes back during my dreams. Sometimes, i jus wish i could live in my dreams cos its so nice there. And yea i was touched by more things tt she explained to me. Really a big thank you for tt. Cos i didnt mention tt day itself cos i really cant say thank you to anyone's face or in tt instant itself. Dunno why but i m jus like tt. Nvm i dun wanna get emo and all here.

Saturday was Sharadha's birthday party. It was by the pool side so was something different. We went to club celebrity after tt. Was very fun! I was dancing the whole day. Quite nice. I enjoyed myself after a long time in club. Maybe after yatra, i am going there agin, but this time with my own sfc ppl. Was nothing great this week. Was studying again for the entire week until Wed. Wed went out with Sahardha, shalini, shanthini and raja. We ate at jalan kayu.

I havent been spending time with the sfc guys ever since school started. Hopefully i find time. Looking forward to yatra. at least got something planned. anyway, i got nothing much to say already. c ya'll soon!
Ganeshan | 9:33 PM