Well, i m damn bored. Stayed home entire day! My Hulk outing got cancelled last min! Nvm no pt getting irritated on why it was cancelled. I expected it afterall. Soccer yesterday was really gd. Really played all out and did wat i wanted to do. which was to play rough and whack up some ppl. Hahaha. Scored a lot of goals. And made a lot of irritating body contacts with the opponents. I hurt myself twice but at the end of the day even though i was super shagged, I felt gd! When i woke up today, my whole body was aching which caused me to cancel my gym programme! Haiz. Damn boring!

Anyway since i stayed at home the entire day today, i decided to watch some tv programmes. Watched this Rajni-Karthik movie tt i havent seen before on Sun Tv. It was damn nice. Cos the whole movie is what tt happened and is happening in my family! Its abt this gal who loves a guy who is useless and the parents who allow their gal to love but re discontented when they find out its him. And the gal jus throws away the entire family and leaves for the guy. And even when the parents accept the daughter decision they get chased away from the wedding which happens abrubtly! and since the parents got saddened by it, the mum of the gal passed away. well, if u think this is too dramatical. This is wat happened in my family or is still happening. Jus tt my sis havent gone to the marrying stage! My mum's last wish was for my 3rd sis to realise her mistake n not to end up living with such a pathetic fellow who depends solely on her money. Despite studying so much, my sis doesnt seem to have the brains and most importantly, she doesnt even have a heart. She told my mum once tt she wun even come if she is dead and days later, she jus left the hse as though she left for some camp. We didnt even know tt she has totally left the hse. We really tot it was air force trg! And we tried callin her when my mum wanted to see her badly during her last moments. she didnt come at all. Only after she passed away, she came with her fucking bf! And she cried so loud in front of all my relatives trying to show tt she loves my mum a lot. But only i know the truth. I know her well. She didnt respect my mum when she was alive. All fake. As i tot, it was true tt it was fake cos she disappeared totally after the day where we went to the crematorium. She didnt do the necessary things for the next 16days. And since then, i havent seen he once.

We msged her, called her but to no avail. She jus didnt bother. She had a cheque tt was supposed to be banked in by her. the money was from my mum's cpf. If it was not banked in, it was goin to end up going to the govt. We explained but she didnt care. And my dad had to drive all the way looking for her at her bf's place. To be specific, at his blk the void deck. Hmmm. How low has she gone. My dad saw her last week after damn long. And he told her abt the cheque. She said ok and all. My dad asked her why she aint coming back home. she gave a reason which i knew was totally bullshit. She said tt she will be frightened by my mum's images ard the hse and her photo. She said she cannot take it! I told my dad tt she can recieve oscar for acting so much and not to trust her. My dad didnt listen.

Sunday was Father's day if u'll rmb. My dad was angry tt my sis didnt get back to him abt the cheque issue again. So he went over to the same place again on Saturday nite. He waited until my sis came out from the lift. He went to her the moment she came out. Ask her why she never reply. And guess wat she revealed the real reason why she dun wanna come to the hse. She shouted at my dad saying she left the hse cos she hated my parents alot and why is my dad still disturbing her after she has left hse. She said she will report to police if my dad comes again to see her. Like wtf? That pathetic bf of hers ran away after seeing my dad. And she could side him and can jus throw away my dad like tt. Afterall, he brought her up all this yrs. He would drop her in school even it was jus a few km away and so tt she can sleep more. He always showed a lot of concern for each and everyone of us. And this is the present she gave him during Father's Day.

I came to know this yesterday during Father's day. after i wished my dad, he called me and he actually told me how disheartened he was after hearing such words. He said he will never ever talk to my sis again and tt the relationship ends ryte here. I feel damn sad for him. He is really very nice. Jus tt my sisters dun appreciate him. All he wants is for them to live a gd life. but they jus dun understand tt. Tts why 2 out of the 3 sisters' lives has been ruined. If only they listened, things would have been diff. And my 3rd sis is the worst. Cos she saw this all and still cannot learn from it. So i am really speechless. she will realise only after she gets burnt! Haiz.
Ganeshan | 6:32 AM