This past week had been boring for the first half and quite gd for the second half. The cj indians finally met up on wed for Krish, who is back from Australia! I actually spent 20plus dollars for my lunch. Ate the dynamite pizza at N.Y.D.C at wheelock place. Dammit man i never thought that goddamn pizza would be so freaking spicy. sharadha even warned me before i ordered. and i didnt care to listen. And i even poured the chillie seeds over the pizza, adding on more to its spicyness. Damn. Once i took the first few bites, my nose turned red, a bit of tears formed in my eye. Waaa. Damn hot. I was wondering how to eat up all the four slices. Really terrible. First time i got scared to eat something. This is my second time eating that pizza. But dunno why it was much hotter this time around.



I finally ran at the track after a one yr gap! Hahaha. Waaa. It was really terrible. I did warm up as usual, which was two rounds. But tt itself made me pretty tired. I proceeded on to stretch and felt aching on my back. And since i went gym in the moring the same day, my body was still damn tired and i didnt get to rest at all before the run. But the reason for me to go down for running despite tt was to meet up with Van and brendan. Especially van cos havent met her in a long long while. N she said i never came for any of the runs. So i decided i will turn up this time. It was at serangoon stadium. Yea anyway, van joined in after 20 minutes cos as usual she was late. She suggested we did 10rds non stop. Well if i was the tracker i was a few yrs ago, tts like quite simple and i will do it with a smile. But waaa, this time around, it was hell man. Really hell cos my body was just aching all over, the moment i started running for rd one out of the ten. At round two my back was really painful. Van seemed to have no probs at all. Haha. And i was purely suffering. I was saying to myself at that pt of time to just do 5 rds and end it there. But damn, brendan came and i didnt wanna show him tt i cant even complete like 10rds. So i kept going and the tenth rd i actually went much much faster as van increased her speed rapidly. waa tt wAS a killer. After that i was panting like mad and my whole body was damn wet. for once 10rds seems like an endless journey. I was damn dead when i headed for supper at newton after tt. And everything worsened when i actually slept. My whole body was heated up and full of aches. I was waking up now and then from my sleep. Cancelled my gym for next day cos of this. Well, conclusion abt this is that running is no longer my thing and i aint gonna go for such runs any soon. TERRIBLE!!!!



Well, there are certain ppl who have been making mistakes constantly. They dun seem to realise wat they re doing. its the same mistake as before. So that makes it worse. I tried to give in once, but now, no more!!! When u re nice to certain ppl, they jus climb over ur head. I used to treat someone really well, and was willing to help in whatever way tt i could. Even though i didnt get gd oppurtunities to do so, i still showed them utmost respect and they knew abt it. But the way tt i was treated before by them, which was they avoiding me, has finally got into my senses that now i realise that i shouldnt even bother being as nice as i was to them before. Not really, i m still treating them nicely but its jus diff now. They asked for it. I jus cant show any more concern or watsoever for them anymore. When u dun really appreciate something when its with u, there is no pt thinking abt it after that thing has left you. I said things because it applies to two diff categories. I doubt they even care if i am no longer behaving like last time to them.



And finally wanna comment abt one thing. Some gals re really getting into my nerves. Well some might be directed at my own frens but mostly, it aint. I m talking generally from my pt of view. when a gal knows that a guy likes her, they jus tend to make use of that situation and try to avoid and at the same time making the guys feel even more upset. Of cos gals normally care abt themselves first! (not everyone, there are many nice ones out there too!) So i cant expect them to be concerned on how the other party really feels. They even know tt when a guy is interested in them, he would not even look at another gal and tt all his concentration will be on the gal tt he likes. I dunno but the gals jus give me the feeling tt they enjoy when this is happenning to them. And they dun really appreciate for watever the guy does usually. Again there are a lot of exceptions to this. But yea, its only after the guy realises that he is actually wasting his freaking time, tt things start to change. The gals actually no longer gets the attention that they once had. So yea it worries them sometimes. And they start thinkin wat went wrong and they will never blame themsleves for watever tt went wrong. Hmmm with gals like tt, all the other gals re getting a bad image. There are many nice gals out there who mite not really look attractive but they really are beautiful at heart. I have listed out all these based on my fren's relationship with thier gfs and on how some fellows suffer when they start liking someone! I have frens who re the exceptions. They re really nice ppl. Wished most ppl could be like them. As for me, i wun be interested in anyone in the near future. Cos i jus feel tt it's quite a waste of time to actually like someone. Only when you know that the other party too feels the same way as u, things should start to happen. Cos it is sickening when it's like one-sided!


Oh, i saw a gal who i had a huge crush on in my jc days, when i was in town tt day. I was quite happy seeing her cos brought back all the memories of my jc days. Its damn funny to actually think abt watever i did last time jus to converse and see her. Hahaha. She was one of the most pretty chinese gals tt was in my sch. but yea, all this was last time. Damn fun laa jc days. Now only, got nothing of that sort. Maybe uni would be like tt, i dunno. Hahaha. hopefully its fun or better than jc!

Finally met up with Faye on Friday. She landed on the 22nd and we havent met her since then. Its jus a joy to go out with ppl like Daryl, Jun Jie, Branden and Faye. Even though i felt damn tired cos of the previous day run, i still enjoyed when i was with them. We practically ate the entire day. Went to the hip USA at Cineleisure. The food is not so bad especially the american brownie. The burger was quite huge and made me quite full. After tt they insisted on walking all the way to dhouby. Hahaha. I kept complaining. My legs were really aching. Then went to the starbucks at the Cathay and ordered my fav java chip again. Well the guys seem damn busy tt its very hard to settle with another day to meet up. We plan to play basketball and cycle. Hopefully we manage to meet up as planned without any cock ups. Lately life has been more interesting ever since the arrival of both Krish and Faye. Hahaha. Hopefully can have as many outings as possible.
Ganeshan | 2:08 AM