Hmmm shouldnt have gone to aristal yesterday. Ard four weeks ago i decided to go for a particular reason. And forced my guys to accompany and they did even though tickets were like 20.50. And one of my frens put in lots of effort to get for us the tickets too. But the last week i didnt feel like going cos i was really confused with something. And yesterday, aristal, hmmms, a lot of things tt pissed me off! One really big thing spoilt my entire mood. Hmmm. Shouldnt have gone yea! Made a huge mistake. The day ended with me getting into a bus accident! Bad bad day!
Ok after thinking thru abt it, i have come to the coclusion tt i should not continue with it anymore. I wasted like over a yr for this and only my close frens will know how much i was affected by it. But, all wasted and i dun think i should regret. Time for me to wake up and see the truth for myself. I no longer gonna make any efforts or wat for this. I m ending it right here. I dun see a pt continuing it cos in the end, i m only gonna suffer more and lose out. Dun want this kinda fucked up things to affect me. CB.
I realised tt we shouldnt care abt those who dun give a fuck shit abt us. Only makes us look like stupids. Makes us look pathetic. This is wat this ppl could do by avoiding us for long. Nvm. Go on cos it aint gonna be the same anymore. The trouble of avoiding wun be experienced anymore. Sick of it. Its not whether u look nice or not! Its whether u re realy nice. I have more than enuff ppl to pour me thier concern so why must i even bother about ppl who cant or pretending to be jus nice. hmmm.
Well ok! One thing tt came to my mind. Afterall shouldnt really show interest in anyone. Wait for it to come. One who always gets stuck in the past should really come to the realization tt its the future tt is gonna affect the days ahead. Aint my loss. I wun regret for all this. Wrong decisions aftr wrong decisons re common for certain ppl. Be it! Moving on no matter wat is how i work! So yea, i'll put everything behind me and start life normal again! For thosw who tink tt i m being emo here u re wrong! I jus typed out my last bit of frustration here. And now i m very relieved. C ya'll
Ganeshan | 1:13 AM