Hi! Well, i didnt post for more than a week. A lot of things were happening that i didnt really had the time to blog. I was basically invovled in some b dae party planning which i didnt want to mention at all in my previous posts cos it was meant to be a surprise. So till the end i didnt let it out even though some asshole did! Nvm. The party was still good. This is my update of last week.

Saturday,17th May, my nephew and niece stayed over. I really love to see both of them. They just make me forget all my worries. My nephew always stays over when he comes here, not that he really loves me a lot, hahaha, but cos of my laptop. He loves using it. He loves the games at miniclip.com! Thanks to Sara who introduced this website to him. Yea so both my niece and nephew didnt let me sleep and were using my laptop till 3am. At least my laptop has some use when my Nephew comes so i m alrite with it. But yea my nephew jus amazes me when he plays those games cos its not tt easy. But he still manages to win. Really kewl! Even i cant at times. hmmmm! Not gd at comp games u see! Anyway, next day both of them came to my room to wake me up. And they continued with the game again. Hahaha. Cant wait for their school holidays to start cos i could see them more often then! Sunday as u know is my SFC soccer trg! But yea i was not going for trg tt day cos i accidentally agreed for an outing with my army guys without knowing it falls on a sunday. But yea i was eager to meet them so yea didnt really take note of the day. But as i promised, i went for the outing later tt nite and missed my first ever trg! Very sad! I'll talk abt tt outing again but before tt, i actually met up with anu, suraen's gf, at amk. We had to shoot video of the SFC gang so yea i took her to the place cos she apparently didnt know how to get there. We went there like at 3. Told suraen to come at 5! Haha! Yea after we shot our guys, me and anu left to suraen's hse to shoot a video of his family. We reached his hse ard 4.40 and we actually tied down with the mum to inform us once Suraen leaves the hse so tt we caN get there when his not there! Well spent ard 2 and a half hrs at his place. The mum was really hilarious as she coudlnt settle down for the video easily. She took a lot of takes. Hahaha. And his entire family had to take some time to actually write down answers for the qns tt they were suppose to answer as though it was some exam like tt. But yea was damn funny. I mixed ard quite well with his family members. I was moved during the mum's video. Hmmmz! She is almost like my mum in the way she behaves. So cute and all! And she said this in her video," Suraen used to be very clingy towards me when he was young and when i think abt it even now, i tend to rejoice the moments!" Tts really from the bottom of her heart. I was actually very saddened. Reminded me of my mum. She use to always say tt. Even till her last moments i actually was really close to her. Hmmmz. She said this two days before she left me, " since young he always very Sayang towards me. My favourite even till today. He jus loves me a lot. Why must i care abt who never come to visit me when there is my son with me all the while!" She said tt to me and hugged and kissed me then. Hmmmz. I jus appreciate all mother son relationships. I could jus feel how much Suraen's mum loves him. She really put in a lot of efort for his bdae. My mum too wanted me to celebrate mine as big as this. But yea i told her No!!! Maybe if i had said ok to it, she might have stayed longer! Thats wat my dad keeps sayin. Hmmmz i m really depressed.

Anyway, i was suppose to meet my army guys at 7 at City hall! They wanted to go marina sq to eat. But i only left Suraen's place at ard 8. So yea, was damn late. But i still rushed down. And guess wat, i dunno wat was goin on in my mind, i actually went all the way to marina bay. I only realised i was at the wrong mrt station after i tapped my card. Chee bai! So had to take the train back to city hall. Been long since i went marina sq u know. Haiz. But yea went to cafe cartel for dinner and had some dessert at Changing Appetite after tt. Played a bit of pool before i actually rushed down for the last train. Hmmmz. Was really a nice day. Hopefully can see those guys back again soon.

Monday was vesak day. I cancelled two outings myself cos needed to scan Suraen's pics. I never tot my scanner was actually gd but it is. I tot i'll take 1hr plus to scan the pictures. But took less than 20minutes. So yea regretted not going for my outings. Well one of it was suppose to be with my trackers. Amanda organised at like 9am. Hahaha. I couldnt jus get out of my bed even though i woke up. So i jus called amanda to say i cant come cos i cannot wake up! Hahaha! But yea, in the afternoon i finished my scanning. So went out to meet my SFC gang for haircut and lan gaming in the evening. Cut my hair at pointers after like 2 yrs since i last went there. After tt we wanted to do something diff. So went cine and decided to play lan. We found out abt this new game that is damn kewl. Its team fortress 2. Fucking nice. We kept playing till nite. And yea, left ard 10. I was totally broke tt i couldnt even buy food to eat even though i was hungry. So decided to wait till i reached home.

Tue, suppose to go for the soccer at St. Wilfrods' that vicky organised. But yea, as i expected, it got cancelled like really last min. No comments. Hahahaha. All of us, who were suppose to go, actually cancelled our other plans for this so yea we were damn pissed. But didnt want to spoil tt day so we decided we should meet up to play team fortress 2 again. We went to Dhoby and spent the rest of the day there playin. Wed i really dunno wtf i did. Thur met up with Suraen's mum, anu and prakash at Komalas! The old one. It brought back memories again. Used to go there with my mum when i was like 7-8 yrs old. Hmmmz. We sat at where i usally sit with my mum. Suraen's mum wanted a final rundown of the programme for Suraen's b dae! So yea we met up for tt. She actually treated us. I didnt want her to pay i swear even though i was kidding at the start. But she did. She sat beside me. Reminded me of my own mum. I dunno why i keep comparing. But yea, i should not. After tt me anu and pasu left to bugis to get presents for the games and for suraen himself. But yea we didnt manage to find Suraen's gift so jus ended up buying gifts for the games. Anu gave me one big pinch tt day that i'll never forget. Hahaha. First time i really felt some pain for quite some time for a normal pinch. Impressive Anu!!! I'll take my revenge soon!

Well Friday was really a hectic day. Hahaha. Met prak, dhinsu, rama, ruben and sachdev. Me dhinsu prak and rama were going to all the comic toys' shops tt we knew to get suraen something. But fuck, it was damn hard cos suraen didnt like certain characters and he had those tt we wanted to get him. We spent from 4pm all the way till 9pm. Walked ard throughout orchard. Dammit. Damn hard to get gift. In the end, we passed by metro toy section. They had a kewl statue of spiderman on a rock. So we bought it. Finally!!! Afterwhich, went to watch Indiana Jones. Harrison Ford is simply awesome even at the age of 65. I cant imagine tt he is so strong and buffed even now. Really awesome show. I love any show which is adventurous so yea really enjoyed it!

I remember sleeping really late for that entire week. Firstly, anu was really poor thing cos she had a lot to do. So the least i could do was give her some company. Secondly, when i actually went to my bed and start to sleep, i get reminded of all that happened. Dunno la jus weird. Was quite involved in a lot of stuff regarding Suraen's b dae tt week. Talked to his mum and dad like almost everyday. Was quite nice talking to them and all. Cos somehow, for someone who is suppose to be very free, i was not! Therefore i really enjoyed doing it as i also had something to do. The birthday was on May 24! Well i aint gonna talk abt it in this post. If not it would be so draggy. I shall post it the next time when i blog! That was my awesome week.

I'll be back real soon to update abt the birthday plus something else tt is bothering me really really much! Hmmmz, i dunno i am jus not lucky with the most important things in my life. For a person who was a happy-go-lucky fellow in the past to say this, it takes a lot. Tts how much i feel my life has changed. I was a guy who enjoyed everything in my life at a time. Now, i jus cant accept how dull my life has turned out to be. I shall not go on. Will post abt this the next time. C ya'll!!!
Ganeshan | 1:30 AM