Hmmm shouldnt have gone to aristal yesterday. Ard four weeks ago i decided to go for a particular reason. And forced my guys to accompany and they did even though tickets were like 20.50. And one of my frens put in lots of effort to get for us the tickets too. But the last week i didnt feel like going cos i was really confused with something. And yesterday, aristal, hmmms, a lot of things tt pissed me off! One really big thing spoilt my entire mood. Hmmm. Shouldnt have gone yea! Made a huge mistake. The day ended with me getting into a bus accident! Bad bad day!

Ok after thinking thru abt it, i have come to the coclusion tt i should not continue with it anymore. I wasted like over a yr for this and only my close frens will know how much i was affected by it. But, all wasted and i dun think i should regret. Time for me to wake up and see the truth for myself. I no longer gonna make any efforts or wat for this. I m ending it right here. I dun see a pt continuing it cos in the end, i m only gonna suffer more and lose out. Dun want this kinda fucked up things to affect me. CB.

I realised tt we shouldnt care abt those who dun give a fuck shit abt us. Only makes us look like stupids. Makes us look pathetic. This is wat this ppl could do by avoiding us for long. Nvm. Go on cos it aint gonna be the same anymore. The trouble of avoiding wun be experienced anymore. Sick of it. Its not whether u look nice or not! Its whether u re realy nice. I have more than enuff ppl to pour me thier concern so why must i even bother about ppl who cant or pretending to be jus nice. hmmm.

Well ok! One thing tt came to my mind. Afterall shouldnt really show interest in anyone. Wait for it to come. One who always gets stuck in the past should really come to the realization tt its the future tt is gonna affect the days ahead. Aint my loss. I wun regret for all this. Wrong decisions aftr wrong decisons re common for certain ppl. Be it! Moving on no matter wat is how i work! So yea, i'll put everything behind me and start life normal again! For thosw who tink tt i m being emo here u re wrong! I jus typed out my last bit of frustration here. And now i m very relieved. C ya'll
Ganeshan | 1:13 AM

Ok Suraen's birthday was last Saturday! Me prak and anu went there early to settle some stuff and set up certain things. A lot of things started to screw up. Like the projector which couldnt project the stuff from the laptop. And the electricity of the place tripped like 4times. But somehow with enuff help, everything was smooth from the moment suraen arrived. He arrived at 8 and tt gave us more time to actully fix the problems that surfaced. The party from the feedback i got was really gd! So i m happy abt it. The video and the sari game in my opinion was the highlight tt nite. And the dance floor was better than i tot. At first i guessed it was only gonna be my sji guys dancing. But yea suraen's relatives and other frens also joined in. Even his dad and mom danced cos we force them. Hahaha. So yea i was happy overall with it since Suraen seemed happy. After the party, we actually went Jeanz. Suraen had to chip in more money cos i was broke so he helped me pay first. Wasnt tt fantastic at Jeanz. Firstly i was damn shagged and had no mood. Secondly i was bothered abt another issue which was quite disturbing. Thirdly the deejay jus didnt spin gd music and most of the songs spoilt my mood. So left at ard 4. The taxi ride home with Suraen Rama and Suresh was hilarious cos of the nonsense tt rama came up with throughout the ride.

Sunday was soccer after damn long, especially for me. I had fun though. Looking forward for matches in the weeks ahead. Monday i went for cj show. Sharadha paid for the tix since i am still broke. Really appreciate it and thanks. But guess wat, the show was simply fucked up. I feel ashamed to have gone there as a senior cos the show was a bladie waste of time. Shows tt no effort was put into it and everything seemed last min. Why bother doing a show when u know u re not prepared and not ready to deliver? I jus dun understand. The only thing tt i enjoyed watching was the nj dance. So obvious tt they would win. Tt gives me some hope tt at least njc's show this fri will be nice and worth a watch. I decided to stay home on tue cos of lack of money. Wednesday went tekka with Sharadha. Ate at komalas. She bought things for her mum and we had some stupid arguement over god. I am not a believer so i actually said something which seemed to have hurt her belief. Hahaha. Was quite funny actually. But yea comin to think abt it, seriously i dun believe cos of whatever tt has happened in my life. And i'll stay tt way. Today i watched thalapathy on Sun TV. My fav movie in tamil. Well i was jus upset after watching the movie cos since last time, everyime the mum-son relationship is shown in the movie, i actually tear. This time around i teared even more cos what happened jus kept coming to my mind. Its becoming a routine tt i am like thinking abt this and tearing everytime.

Hmmm my mood was dampened cos of me thinking abt watever tt has happened. Mainly abt my mum! Jus then something happened today tt stunned me for a few seconds cos i didnt expect it. But somehow it was not wat i thought it was. And somehow i expected it to turn out to be like this cos seriously i have lost hope! So yea.

After having some conversations and some research, i have come to this decision tt actually i should stop wat i was trying so hard for. Seriously its been damn unfair and very immatured. After all these time tt i have spent and effort tt i have put, if there is no change, why continue? Jus really disturbed by it but now i wanna make this clear. No more! Why be so dumb?

Stupid NUS rejected me once again. But i feel ok cos NTU seems gd to me and also i m no longer eager to go NUS. Only thing tt is making me sad is tt i cant study with Dhinsu, Pasu and Murali! If not we would have been in the same course. Nvm. I'l adjust with ppl i know in NTU. Tmr is the NJC show, ARISTAL. My interest level is low now but still have to go cos the tickets have been bought and i dun wanna spoil anyone's mood. So yea i will still go, jus to watch the show!!!
Ganeshan | 6:06 AM

Hi! Well, i didnt post for more than a week. A lot of things were happening that i didnt really had the time to blog. I was basically invovled in some b dae party planning which i didnt want to mention at all in my previous posts cos it was meant to be a surprise. So till the end i didnt let it out even though some asshole did! Nvm. The party was still good. This is my update of last week.

Saturday,17th May, my nephew and niece stayed over. I really love to see both of them. They just make me forget all my worries. My nephew always stays over when he comes here, not that he really loves me a lot, hahaha, but cos of my laptop. He loves using it. He loves the games at miniclip.com! Thanks to Sara who introduced this website to him. Yea so both my niece and nephew didnt let me sleep and were using my laptop till 3am. At least my laptop has some use when my Nephew comes so i m alrite with it. But yea my nephew jus amazes me when he plays those games cos its not tt easy. But he still manages to win. Really kewl! Even i cant at times. hmmmm! Not gd at comp games u see! Anyway, next day both of them came to my room to wake me up. And they continued with the game again. Hahaha. Cant wait for their school holidays to start cos i could see them more often then! Sunday as u know is my SFC soccer trg! But yea i was not going for trg tt day cos i accidentally agreed for an outing with my army guys without knowing it falls on a sunday. But yea i was eager to meet them so yea didnt really take note of the day. But as i promised, i went for the outing later tt nite and missed my first ever trg! Very sad! I'll talk abt tt outing again but before tt, i actually met up with anu, suraen's gf, at amk. We had to shoot video of the SFC gang so yea i took her to the place cos she apparently didnt know how to get there. We went there like at 3. Told suraen to come at 5! Haha! Yea after we shot our guys, me and anu left to suraen's hse to shoot a video of his family. We reached his hse ard 4.40 and we actually tied down with the mum to inform us once Suraen leaves the hse so tt we caN get there when his not there! Well spent ard 2 and a half hrs at his place. The mum was really hilarious as she coudlnt settle down for the video easily. She took a lot of takes. Hahaha. And his entire family had to take some time to actually write down answers for the qns tt they were suppose to answer as though it was some exam like tt. But yea was damn funny. I mixed ard quite well with his family members. I was moved during the mum's video. Hmmmz! She is almost like my mum in the way she behaves. So cute and all! And she said this in her video," Suraen used to be very clingy towards me when he was young and when i think abt it even now, i tend to rejoice the moments!" Tts really from the bottom of her heart. I was actually very saddened. Reminded me of my mum. She use to always say tt. Even till her last moments i actually was really close to her. Hmmmz. She said this two days before she left me, " since young he always very Sayang towards me. My favourite even till today. He jus loves me a lot. Why must i care abt who never come to visit me when there is my son with me all the while!" She said tt to me and hugged and kissed me then. Hmmmz. I jus appreciate all mother son relationships. I could jus feel how much Suraen's mum loves him. She really put in a lot of efort for his bdae. My mum too wanted me to celebrate mine as big as this. But yea i told her No!!! Maybe if i had said ok to it, she might have stayed longer! Thats wat my dad keeps sayin. Hmmmz i m really depressed.

Anyway, i was suppose to meet my army guys at 7 at City hall! They wanted to go marina sq to eat. But i only left Suraen's place at ard 8. So yea, was damn late. But i still rushed down. And guess wat, i dunno wat was goin on in my mind, i actually went all the way to marina bay. I only realised i was at the wrong mrt station after i tapped my card. Chee bai! So had to take the train back to city hall. Been long since i went marina sq u know. Haiz. But yea went to cafe cartel for dinner and had some dessert at Changing Appetite after tt. Played a bit of pool before i actually rushed down for the last train. Hmmmz. Was really a nice day. Hopefully can see those guys back again soon.

Monday was vesak day. I cancelled two outings myself cos needed to scan Suraen's pics. I never tot my scanner was actually gd but it is. I tot i'll take 1hr plus to scan the pictures. But took less than 20minutes. So yea regretted not going for my outings. Well one of it was suppose to be with my trackers. Amanda organised at like 9am. Hahaha. I couldnt jus get out of my bed even though i woke up. So i jus called amanda to say i cant come cos i cannot wake up! Hahaha! But yea, in the afternoon i finished my scanning. So went out to meet my SFC gang for haircut and lan gaming in the evening. Cut my hair at pointers after like 2 yrs since i last went there. After tt we wanted to do something diff. So went cine and decided to play lan. We found out abt this new game that is damn kewl. Its team fortress 2. Fucking nice. We kept playing till nite. And yea, left ard 10. I was totally broke tt i couldnt even buy food to eat even though i was hungry. So decided to wait till i reached home.

Tue, suppose to go for the soccer at St. Wilfrods' that vicky organised. But yea, as i expected, it got cancelled like really last min. No comments. Hahahaha. All of us, who were suppose to go, actually cancelled our other plans for this so yea we were damn pissed. But didnt want to spoil tt day so we decided we should meet up to play team fortress 2 again. We went to Dhoby and spent the rest of the day there playin. Wed i really dunno wtf i did. Thur met up with Suraen's mum, anu and prakash at Komalas! The old one. It brought back memories again. Used to go there with my mum when i was like 7-8 yrs old. Hmmmz. We sat at where i usally sit with my mum. Suraen's mum wanted a final rundown of the programme for Suraen's b dae! So yea we met up for tt. She actually treated us. I didnt want her to pay i swear even though i was kidding at the start. But she did. She sat beside me. Reminded me of my own mum. I dunno why i keep comparing. But yea, i should not. After tt me anu and pasu left to bugis to get presents for the games and for suraen himself. But yea we didnt manage to find Suraen's gift so jus ended up buying gifts for the games. Anu gave me one big pinch tt day that i'll never forget. Hahaha. First time i really felt some pain for quite some time for a normal pinch. Impressive Anu!!! I'll take my revenge soon!

Well Friday was really a hectic day. Hahaha. Met prak, dhinsu, rama, ruben and sachdev. Me dhinsu prak and rama were going to all the comic toys' shops tt we knew to get suraen something. But fuck, it was damn hard cos suraen didnt like certain characters and he had those tt we wanted to get him. We spent from 4pm all the way till 9pm. Walked ard throughout orchard. Dammit. Damn hard to get gift. In the end, we passed by metro toy section. They had a kewl statue of spiderman on a rock. So we bought it. Finally!!! Afterwhich, went to watch Indiana Jones. Harrison Ford is simply awesome even at the age of 65. I cant imagine tt he is so strong and buffed even now. Really awesome show. I love any show which is adventurous so yea really enjoyed it!

I remember sleeping really late for that entire week. Firstly, anu was really poor thing cos she had a lot to do. So the least i could do was give her some company. Secondly, when i actually went to my bed and start to sleep, i get reminded of all that happened. Dunno la jus weird. Was quite involved in a lot of stuff regarding Suraen's b dae tt week. Talked to his mum and dad like almost everyday. Was quite nice talking to them and all. Cos somehow, for someone who is suppose to be very free, i was not! Therefore i really enjoyed doing it as i also had something to do. The birthday was on May 24! Well i aint gonna talk abt it in this post. If not it would be so draggy. I shall post it the next time when i blog! That was my awesome week.

I'll be back real soon to update abt the birthday plus something else tt is bothering me really really much! Hmmmz, i dunno i am jus not lucky with the most important things in my life. For a person who was a happy-go-lucky fellow in the past to say this, it takes a lot. Tts how much i feel my life has changed. I was a guy who enjoyed everything in my life at a time. Now, i jus cant accept how dull my life has turned out to be. I shall not go on. Will post abt this the next time. C ya'll!!!
Ganeshan | 1:30 AM

Nothing much has happened this week! Since monday I have been staying at home mainly due to financial constraints hahaha. Hmmm basically i jus feel ill tue nite all the way till thur. took some time to watch Drillbit Taylor which was quite childish and not so funny. Pretty stupid movie! Friday went out with Daryl Jun Jie Vanessa and Brendan. Jus ate dinner at kfc there. And walked ard for awhile. After tt left home. Hmmmm. This is all that happened for the week. How boring eh! Nvm it was due to me falling sick.

Well, couldnt sleep properly at night. Everytime u think too much abt something, this happens. And i think of two things only but tts enuff to spoil my sleep. First thing is something tt u'll have read quite often from here. Yea, its my mum. I suddenly remember the times with her when i am trying to sleep each and everyday. She usually stops me from sleeping when i say "gd nite" to her. She loves to talk to me. She jus expects me to sit down with her in the hall to accompany her and talk trash with her like i always do. She loved the way i talked, i laughed, i tease and the way that i handle things in my life. She appreciated me in every single way. I usually go to the hall whenever she asks me" re u really gonna sleep? can u jus come here awhile and keep me company?" I never slept a day without telling her gd nite. We talked a lot and i always tell whatever tt i have in mind. I only kept one thought away from her so far. And i regret not telling her cos she would have been very happy. Really i know how she would feel. Hmmmmz. Its hard to live a life without someone who you truely love. N i dun wanna depend on anyone after she left. I dun wanna tell all my sorrows to anyone. No pt. And some ppl mite not be even ready to listen to wat i mite want to say so i dun want to also. Well this links to the other thing tt i often keep thinking abt. That this void can never be filled by anyone. I envy certain ppl who have a certain person to pour so much of concern for them. Not tt i want anyone to show such concern. Thats not wat i want. I can take care of myself. But i jus wonder why there isnt tt someone who can at least have the thought of doing so. Jus the thought matters. But even that isnt available it seems.

The feeling sucks. I am not as emotional tt i mite sound here. In fact i feel very clear of things. I jus feel i have wasted some precious thoughts on someone who mite not even care a single bit about me. Weird. Well i dun like to keep anything within my heart. Even if the person happens to know tt i am talkin abt them, i cant really bother cos this is my blog and i'll say absolutely anything. Could be anyone. A certain fren, a family member or even a stranger. If u think i am talking abt u then seriously i dun care. If u care to read my blog then take watever tt is written here. And if u need it to be said to ur face then i will say tt to ur face too. I have done tt for ppl who knows abt me. Quite direct i am in the way i handle issues like tt. Well tts besides the pt. I tot i should stay with my decision but now, i am re-thinking. Is it really worth it? The rate of failing seems much much much higher. But somewat, i jus dun wanna give up. Like one of my frens said, " give even ur last ounce of effort left, if u really want something so badly!" Hahaha. Sounds kewl though but yea, i think i should do what i m suppose to do until i m not needed!
Ganeshan | 3:53 PM

Ganeshan | 6:06 AM

There re so many things that have been going on in my mind. I was thinking thru if i should actually carry on with what i intend to do in June! Seriously, got this feeling that something is really lacking. Well, its not me! As i said my hopes re not high but yet I keep thinking abt it. And most probably, the entire thing is gonna end with me being avoided fully! Hmmm i cant fault anyone too cos everyone has got the right to behave how they want. Might appear as being selfish and unfair but yea we cant force anyone in this! If they like u get accepted. If they dun, u mite get avoided. Its not a matter of being confident or not, cos the final decision wun be mine and i have no power to alter it. And also its not a matter of being nice cos no judgement would be made jus based on how nice the person is. Furthermore, i m keep saying June but will it even happen in June? Why? Of cos i m able to make it almost any day but that is totally redundant. It has always been very difficult to ermmm! Nvm jus hope for it to happen eh!

Well, nothing much has happened in this week. Monday stayed home. tue suppose to go out but kaenna cancelled and i was irritated. Wed went to NTU for medical. Seriously, the campus is filled with foreigners sia. I feel much better when i go to NUS. But somehow the damn sch aint replying me yet! Medical was damn fast. Quite happy that the lady who took my weight height and something else said i am very healthy and have a very acceptable weight. the machine showed my weight as 65.8kg! N my height, somehow decreased by a cm according to the machine. But, thats false cos my frens also decreased by one. So guess i jus plus back the one again. Hahaha. Lucky had Thangga Ravi and Rajaram for the medical. If not would have been damn boring. After that suppose to meet up with Sam at Boon Lay again. I actually went back home from NTU, slept for awhile and got ready to leave. As i was leaving, Sam msged saying she cant make it! I was quite stunned cos never had it been so last min before that someone cancelled an outing. The shortest time someone took was like one day before and i actually have to say abt that incident.. I was expecting very much for that particular outing for like weeks and one day before the day, that someone had to just cancel it. So wat Sam did reminded me of that incident. But yea, minutes after i left the hse, i got the msg that she cant make it! I tot she was joking but sadly, she didnt. Haha. Yea was quite pissed. Who would not be ryte? But, yea i postponed the meeting of my SFC ppl at 7pm to 10pm so that i could meet Sam. How nice of me ryte hahaha! But yea, since Sam could not make it due to some unforseen circumstances, i decided to proceed to Dhouby instead, to meet up with the guys. So yea, since i could carry out an alternative plan i wasnt pissed for long. Only for the few seconds i was but yea she appeared to be very worried that she pang sei me two times in a row hahahaha, but yea its ok Sam! Some other time u want it then!

At Dhouby, met SFC ppl. Well not exactly SFC cos a lot of them back out last min leaving only me Dhinesh Pasu Pravin and Ruben to go! But yea we still went O bar. Went there before 8 to get free entry. Saw Priscilla and Sangeetha there. All Oosi for them cos O bar mah! We guys bought Carlsberg once we entered. Even before dinner i had to drink. But yea i did. Got the free chop and went out for dinner. Had minced mee pok noodle. Not so bad. After that crapped for damn long before we finally went in. Pasu had like 3 of his chinese frens who also went O bar. So we decided to combine with them to open two bottles of Jim Beam. Well, its always nice to share with Chinese guys when drinking cos they hardly drink has much as the Indians hahaha. So in a way i benefit a lot. What exactly happened was this. After we opened the bottle, we had a tremendous sofa seat. All the guys took the first glass and all of them disappeared ryte after tt. Leaving behind me and ruben. So yea, i took advantage of that and started drinking more. Later Pasu and Dhinsu came back and we were drinking more and more and finished up the first bottle. Still the rest of the guys didnt come. Then same thing happened for the second bottle. Hahahaha. I kept drinking. Never dance all. But was still rock steady. Later Prasad came n he opened up 2bottles himself. Well the Chinese guys finally came back and they told us they met thier frens outside and drank lots of beer. Which was gd news cos tt means all the bottles belongs to us now. Then yea drank finish the 3rd bottle too. Well, and 4th bottle, me Pasu and PraSAD WERE TRYING TO FINISH. Well, i think i exceeded 20glasses. I dunno how many after twenty i drank. Was getting high a bit. Then things started to become messy. Pasu gave me one last glass after i decided to stop cos i knew one more i might puke. Cos already i exceeded 20 damn glasses. So yea, i forced it in, n thats the moment i felt uneasy. The club closed at 3 and all of us left. Sangeetha and Pris also left tt time. I shared cab with Dhinesh and Pravin and in the cab, i was seriously feeling giddy and all cos of the motion. Then dinesh asked me a qn, i couldnt answer in words. Instead i jus puked out everything. In the god damn cab itself. Hahahaha!

Hmmm story hasnt ended. The cab driver was so damn pissed. We stopped at the Ang Mo Kio esso mobil. Dhinesh and Pravin were so nice that they said they'll clean up the mess. And they did. But fuck, the Malay taxi driver started saying lots of bullshit. Say his son all not like tt. Chee bai. We were cleaning and being nice instead of jus running away. Yet he kept talkin lots of shit. Decided to pay him the taxi fare and take another cab home. I was quite gone. After vomitting coulnt even stand straight. I was thinking wtf was gonna happen when i go home. Cos the last time i got caught by my dad. That was 14-15glasses and i was steady. Now i was not. Damn. Pravin sent me back first. I managed to open the gate and the door without much noise. Yea. Somehow kept my shoes quietly, washed my feeta nd face, changed to my home attire and throw the clubbing clothes into the washing machine. No one woke up as i did all this. Then went to my room and i was like totally like a jelly like that. Cannot stand up. Jus fell on my bed helplessly. N jus minutes kater realised i badly need to shit. So rushed to the toilet and yea came out of the toilet. Guess wat? Wrong. Still no one woke up and no one caught me! Hahaha. Headed back to my room and slept all the way till 11.45am. Damn. When i woke up, felt fucking terrible. Never had such a bad hangover before. Seriously this is the worst. Drank milo and puked out everything. Drank plain water that one also came out. Haiz. Then bathe n went to my room to sleep. Cant sleep for nuts even though my head was spinning. hmmmm. Then waited till 2.30pm. Could feel my stomach was damn empty but when u re suffering from a hangover, its never easy to eat. so i decided to eat noodles instead of the crab curry that my maid did. Somehow finished up and now feeling much better.

Story still hasnt end yet. I switched on my phone which i off yesterday. One voice msg came. And checked who it was. To my surprise, it was my dad and he didnt know he was talking. But yea he called intentionally. But guess he did not bother after the music started playing when he rang me. Well this is what he exactly said," The last time he went to some other place instead of heading home as he was drunk. Hmmmm" Then my maid was like saying someting in malay as a reply. Guess he knows i am out drinking. But yea, now after i showed signs that i have no appetite to eat rice and all, the maid should have somehow predicted. But i'll still pretend as if nothing happened hahaha. I made one decision after today. Seriously the hangover is so bad tt i want to make this decision. Not to stop drinking of cos. But to drink no more than 4glasses. I seriously wanna stick to this cos i hate getting wasted like tt. Sucks man even though at that moment when u re wasted u feel damn shiok. But the after effects fucking bad. So yea. One gd thing is that no matter how much i drank, i still had concious and i never smoked at all. Kept to my policy of no smoking. Thats very impressive. Yea.

Hmmm tt was my awesome O bar story! Today i decided to heal entirely at home. This weekend have like two b dae parties. Hmmm. So not bad jus tt i'll miss SFC trg. Nvm. And as for May 30th, me dhinesh prakash sara ruben and sachdev have decided to go for the aristal show organised by njc at nus. Jus heard the nj juniors are stingy abt the tix cos of the high demand. Hmmm. Hopefully they dun spoil the fun! I dont want this to get cancelled too!
Ganeshan | 1:34 AM

Hey! Well guess i was suffering from some split personality thingy on wed when i typed the previous entry. But yea, it comes every now and then. Especially nowadays. Cos as i said i dun talk to anyone at home, hahaha. It basically means my dad, cos only he and i are at home together with the maid. But i feel damn bad cos lately, i didnt talk to him properly at all cos i m dAMN disturbed by wat he did. But yea, should not stay like tt cos i find him very poor thing. Forgiving him for his mistake will be gd i guess. Did some document thingy for him jus now. So yea guess everything getting back to normal even though i'll be still suffering from loniless at home cos it is really like no one is here with me now! hmmmz. Wat can i expect with such a family u tell me!

Anyway i jus realised i didnt say abt my new blogskin. Well due to ppl sayin the old one looks very girlish and all, hahaha, i decided to go for this. No one can complain now. N i kind of like the layout. Plus black and white! Kewl. But yea doesnt matter i guess. I blog to mainly say wat i want. So seriously this kinda things dun matter to me.

Now for the updates. This week has been quite ok. I had fun on thur, fri sat and sunday so not so bad. Thur was public holiday, as if it makes a diff like tt haha. Went pooling with my frens at toa payoh. Fri was awesome. Cos met Jun Jie, Mr wong, Brendan, Daryl and Amanda for Iron Man late nite show. Waaaa. Before the movie, we actually went to this place called ICE MONSTER which sells like taiwanese food. All the main dishes were like beef. So i had no choice. Yea for those who re surprised i have finally stopped my beef eating habits due to some reasons. I jus dun feel morally ryte doing so. So i ended up eating jus the noodles and gave all the beef to Daryl. The noodles was not bad though. After that had dessert, Mango Kiwi Mix. Its super nice. I love it. After tt went to the arcade at selegie there. Wasted time there by playing datona and other games. Was damn fun. 1045pm we headed to the theatre. Seriously, i never tot iron man would be so gd. Simply awesome. I loved it. Iron man is like better than Superman sia. The suit was seriously damn kewl. Power la. After the movie, we headed to the nearby kopitiam nearby city hall. I was freaking hungry at like 1.30am. Ate carrot cake. Was quite nice again. After which spent the rest of the nite with they guys at chjimes. Drank at some bar. Amanda left though. But still fun. Didnt drink much. Only two glasses. But seems like the other guys felt a bit high. I dunno maybe they re not used to drinking. But yea i m indian so means my alcohol tolerant level is all time high. Yea. Tt was my fantastic friday. Sat went to watch Kuruvi. This is the latest Vijay movie. Guess wat, for the first time, i wanted to so badly watch a vijay movie. I didnt even expect a gd storyline since its vijay's movie. I tot it was gonna be a fucking gd entertainer. But guess wat, its a vijay's movie and when does he not disappoint us. Regret watchin it. If u dun believe me, its like kuruvi and iron man are like almost similar in the sense that both movies got the heroes flying. Jus tt iron man is a superhero flick and vijay's one is not. But he can still fly sia. He and vijayakanth are pulling off wth the most unbelievable stunts tt surely no asshole can do. Damn wasted! Haiz. Gd news for yesterday was tt man u won 4-1 despite a 10 on 11. Hahaha

Today had SFC training on the field. We changed our formation and as i wanted, i fell back to right back again. Now, i've gotta say tt our defence is quite gd. Mainly cos of the inclusion of Pragalath. So yea, now not so bad. We re jus in need for strikers. Hopefully we can get some new players in.
For the coming week, i am gonna go for medical at NTU. Still havent got reslts from NUS. But yea have to go for the medical. Then i m going O bar on Wed with all the SFC ppl. Gonna be great. And maybe on Thur, will be meeting up with Sam! Quite kewl. So far this re the confrimed plans. Yea.

Well, the time is nearing. N i am preparing for it. But yea. The feeling is a bit sucky. Cos i really dun have high hopes on it. Of cos i would prefer it happens as wat i wish for. Seems quite unlikely. But yea as i said telling abt it is more impt then the result. Yea. So hmmmz. Guess i have to wait ard another one month or so until the time is ryte. Yea have waited long already so jus another month doesnt matter.
Ganeshan | 7:27 AM