There is no one else to show any love for me Mum! You were the one and only One and Now u re Gone. Leaving Behind a Family which doesnt look like a Family to Me. A dad who doesnt really listen to me and does something really wrong despite me stopping him. A sister who is here for only the money and nothing else. A sis who cant listen to ur last words and keep doing the same mistake again and again. A sis who only came to see ur motionless body and who have disappeared since then. I m lonely at home Mum. No one for me here. I am not used to being like tt. Dad simply cant show the love that u showed and he has fallen in the trap that ur bladie daughter has set for him. I feel so lonely Mum . U have made me suffer the most for loving u the most! Do i deserve this? I dun even dare love anyone now. The fear of them leaving me behind alone one day is jus increasing day by day. I have no one to cry this out to now Mum. Why did u leave ur boy alone here? Why do u wanna see me cry like some girl? U knew how strong i was. I never felt so let down by anything and always handled things positively. Now, all that in me is gone Mum. Ever since u left. I jus feel i m totally useless. I aint full without you here. I have never been so let down in life before. I dunno wats happening. The life that i always used to appreciate, now seems redundant. I have no one else to show me the love! Why have u gotta make me cry out for someone else to show me tt love? I never really bothered abt such stuff. The void u have left behind is causing me all these pain tt is really hurting me. This is a very painful punishment for someone who loved u so much! Why? I dun understand. Everyone else around me looks normal. Why have i gotta face such a dull life all of a sudden? I m scared Mum! I dunno if I am alrite. I feel lost in this world, where u used to guide me. Help me Mum, i dunno who else to turn to!
Ganeshan | 4:30 PM